One year.

I have spent about one year since that incident had happened.
I thought I could handle everything around me, yet I couldn't.
I was too young to decide all things, yet maybe it was fate.
My god is asking me or waiting for me to understand one step by step.
One year ago, I trusted one god but it seemed to challenge me.
I wrote blog for it, but now it seems weird so I keep up them in my heart.
One year is enough to loose everything I had, and of course get older.
My life style changed; again it feels like loosing full one year for nothing.
However, my life goes on ever.

I have a lot of things to tell you but it's difficult to sum up this one year.
Please give me a time to tell ya or I might not tell you ever.

Anyhow, I get started to write up blog again in English.
I don't know why...Maybe I don't want to loose anymore I had.
English is one of them. I will seek myself again slowly...


Merry Christmas!!